Severed Heart

Dead Man's Pass

2011-04-25T21:21:00.001+08:00

Once again I felt this sensation
deep inside my heart

Screams of hatred surrounds me
like cold wind in this room of art

Memoirs of warm & gentle embrace
keeps playing in my mind

Could you please be with me
remember me from time to time
if you would be kind

The struggle of laughter
and sorrow had begun

Different identities shows up
you might not notice
I'd be gone

The pain I felt everytime
is like Death being by my side

The joy I gave to everyone
is the best disguise for tears
I try to hide

The effort I showed
is nothing to you

Listen closely, feel my heartbeat
to understand me on a clearer view

I really couldn't cry
but my words written
contains my soul

Walking on my road
still finding my goal

I have written poems of love & hatred
for my heart be catered

I wrote again
for I to remember everything
even Pain

~Kidium Masters~

One Knight Stand

2009-08-01T22:31:00.001+08:00

Black leaves fall from the sky
Tears fall freely one by each eye

Severe Breath choking Challenges came
The Prince is trying to be sane

Silver Silk touch by the moon's Rays
He rides his horse but still wants to stay

Dark clouds fill the Day with gloom
When will the Prince grow and bloom

These Nights filled with Despair
How can his will be repaired

Never to backdown the prince always saying
But how can this be when all his pride was slain

Fiery eyes of the red sun has set his mood
hoping that this year will be good

her princess awaits her humble knight
will this savior be worthy by the king's sight

Fallen warriors never last the battle with a smile
Survivors are the only one who past the trial

The prince will always be there in her view
hoping that he would slay every foe along his way
and win the kings heart on cue

~Kidium Masters~

As Eagles Spread their wings...Turtles come out of their shells

2009-02-28T23:29:00.009+08:00

Reminder of love
Every time I see a dove
Create an everlasting trust by heart
Together we will not part
Indistinct voices heard
Time of life is short like thread
Unbreakable Chain we are
Destroyed by no one on this rhyme

Venture this path of gold
Every time I see you I try to be bold
Never will I be raged
Test of patience as I aged
Undeniable faith on the Lord
Rhythm of my love on this chord
Another story told

Free yourself from guilt
Offer your soul to me
Release all anger felt
Tomorrow wont be over for you and I
Unchained melodies created
Now and forever you are mine
Along this road we share for all this time

Fear of keeping you for myself
Amidst all odds I want you by my side
Dreams would come true with her guide
Unchanging will lending her hand to help
Leave her be for she is mine to hold

Time is at the very essence of life
Another heart almost came at my presence alive
Love I felt for you all this time
Anger never entered as long you are mine
God gave you to me
As I wish for true love to be

Tender love and care I ought to have
I never doubted God in everything even on love
As the music plays all this time
No body will replace you inside my heart
Golden Time I grabbed to see you day by day
Cover me with your arms tonight
Over and over I would stay in your arms Forever

~Kidium Masters~

Breakdown

2009-02-01T01:05:00.003+08:00

A heart is fragile as a glass
Be careful in holding on
Cause it might break---Fast

Large scars left behind its veins
Will I still be Sane

The flow of blood ends here
The hearts stops pumping

I am all broken inside and out
But princess its not your fault
Please do not be sad

As I gasp for my last breath

I. . .

~Kidium Masters~

Princess of the stars

2009-02-01T01:00:00.002+08:00

Look how bright the stars glow
Watch how fast my love grows

Beautiful constellations formed above
Seems like my heart was robbed

This universe is so vast
How come life is too fast

You are entitled as a princess
Why not hurt me less

I maybe a slave
But I am always brave

Every time I see the castle of the stars
I remember a princess filled with scars

Come in my arms princess of the stars
I am a slave who can heal all your scars

~Kidium Masters~

Last painful will

2009-02-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

Wandering day and night
trying to find you without any fight

Searching helplessly
Tears flowing out of me

I kept coming back to this rotten tree
And it feels like a nightmare
When will I be free

I kept seeing my self in front of me
Seems at rest but pleading for a
Simple glee

What if all was planned?
What if everything seems real but it was not
Fantasy is just like reality
A dream that might never come true

All alone I traveled on vast land
Searching for a place to call home

What if everything she does is to
Help you realize that you are only
Alive on their hearts?

Can you accept a fact?
Can you believe the truth?
All things you have done
Just ended with a single tear

A ghost that never knew his own death
Never really existed..

~Kidium Masters~

Prince of autumn leaves

2009-02-01T00:47:00.002+08:00

The Fresh fragrance in the air
And the sweet smile she wear
Revives this very heart of mine
As I watched her from a far and drank my wine

This tree I swore to protect with my heart
Keeps me from being torn apart
Her heart contained inside my life
When will she be my loving wife

Wait for its leaves turn bright gold
That would put your heart on hold
Listen closely to what I am going to tell
For it might save you from eternal damnation in hell

The winter night would feel better
When you would say I love you forever

~Kidium Masters~

Waltz of Hearts

2009-02-01T00:39:00.004+08:00

Prince and princesses gather
Around and dance freely
On this stage of love

Watch each other sway
Happily on this spot

This treasured memories we kept
Is now overflowing waiting for
It to be opened again

Dance swiftly to the sound
Of this serene orchestra

Listen to the calm harmony
Throughout the land of hearts

Nevermore you would hear fights
Instead just the sweet melody of
The chirping birds

Gracefully sway your heart on this tune
Find a pair that would be perfect for your time

Live this covenant forever
Never forget the sweet serenade of one's voice

As the Waltz of hearts stays forever
Within our Precious life

~Kidium Masters~

End of heartache

2009-02-01T00:29:00.000+08:00

Lost within this room of despair
My heart stops beating as it gets repaired

A year and half is a long wait
It is really a heavy weight

Things stays inside my head
Words I scavenge under my bed

Time is ticking slow when you feel alone
This heart beats fast when I hear you sing
with that tone

Remember those days when everything is under doubt
This heart kept quiet even if it wanted to shout

The seal on this door of despair slowly turned to rust
My key of patience almost faded and turns to dust

Watch out tonight as I would see the stars
I would run wild as I escape this bars

Would this end the heartache i felt over this time line
Would this sever fantasy from reality
I am glad to touch your hand and hold it forever
Your love will always be kept inside my heart

~Kidium Masters~

Princess of the Cherry Blossom

2009-01-26T09:17:00.000+08:00

The beauty of this tree
As the leaves blossoms
Crystal pink

The beauty of this princess
As she blooms with eyes
That sparkles bright at night

She happily skips around that spot
She even murmurs like a cat
The simplest way she lives her life
This heart beats fast
Longing for her to be my wife

As the tree sways along with the wind
The princess dances and takes the lead
Around the beauty of that tree
When will she be free

The fresh fragrance in the air
And the sweet smile she wear
Revives this very heart of mine
As I watched her from a far and drank my wine

Slowly the tree burns down
Slowly the princess sat down and frowned
A tree she swore to protect with her heart
Is now dying and starts to depart

Release her from the chains of pain
From the heartache of the dying tree

Now and forever my love would stay
Little princess please come with me and pray

I am your prince for all seasons
Be with me for a reason

I love you from this very minute
Until the end of the so called Eternity

~Kidium Masters~

Au Revoir

2008-12-26T10:57:00.000+08:00

With last words said
Death of the calendars
That gave aid

To go far from Joy
Reminisce moments with fear
of losing them,
Tonight burn that midnight oil

The sweetness of the sound
of the bells of a ship as it sails away
So does my heart looses its
beat and starts to fade away

Whisper of the heart
Heard from above
True intentions that was kept secret
Has been told

For the last time
I saw your face
Even if i refuse to let go
I must do it
for your sake and mine

My helpless heart has reached
its final destination
Another story was untold

Tears flows down,
Heart severs,
Bond broken,
Promises shattered,

With the last word said
Death of the calendars
That gave aid

I had loved you from the start
and continues forever

I LOVE YOU..
For the last time
this year.

...Au Revoir...

~Kidium Masters~

Choir of sorrow and pain

2008-12-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

Listen to the rhythm on the air
the cry of hatred,
the tears of the star

Can you hear the melody of the river
the whistle of deceiving love,
Bloodshed for nothing by the most precious sun

Can you feel the wave of the clouds
the harmony of sadness,
the carelessness off the moon to watch over you

Listen very closely to the beat of my heart,
Can you hear the silence of the on going war
between Love and hatred, the battle of the dead

Listen... Listen...
Listen for the hymn of the choir of sorrow and pain...

~Kidium Masters~

You are my Ecstacy

2008-12-01T11:35:00.000+08:00

Those eyes I love to stare
at most of the time
The tender sound of her footsteps
that goes well with this rhyme

Those hair strands that was blessed
with fragrance
The sway of her gentle body
I always took glance

That smile i wanted to see
each day
The girl I wished to be with
if you may

The addiction of loving you
kept me alive
But losing a girl to someone else
makes me naive

Girl I want you back
But my dreams
seems to be darker than
black

~Kidium Masters~

Sweet Honey, Kiss me Goodnight

2008-11-04T19:19:00.000+08:00

The moon shines brightly in the sky
On my soft blood red bed I cry
For all those patience I gave
You just dispose of them without care

Seven days have passed since I laughed
All I am is weak inside but outside I am tough
To those who teased us they mourned
I am happy being with you at the end of dawn

Thunder clouds may have come through us
Wiping Joy, Love and Trust
Still we held on tight on each other
Creating crescent symphony out loud

Sweet honey, kiss me goodnight
To love you forever that would not end tonight
Bees buzzes and birds chirps
for our love would never die

~Kidium Masters~

+Rosario Black+

2008-08-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

Deep within the mysteries
of life it resides

A shadow of former self
hidden from sight

Love kept inside a
gemini heart

The beads that catches
laugh, mourns and praises
every single beat

A light from within
dissolves darkness

Builder of hope
destroyer of fears

Countless midnight
of pearl black glow

Collecting scattered dreams
of the past within the snow

Tears fell down
within the rain

Healing the scars
on the chest with sane

The blooming of black
lotus marks spring

If forgotten he just taps
your shoulder to give
you a silent ring

Forsake reality, lonely day
just passed my way

Over this shattered soul
of mine

Mend this heart
to hold on you forever

Until the end of
this prayer

~Kidium Masters™~

+Onyx blood+

2008-07-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

Lost souls of the past
Keep crying for justice on love

The ocean of fear is calm but vast
Silence is still heard nowhere but above

Inhuman actions never cease to march
Crazy inhabitants lost their sense of pride

Pouring raindrops from the arch
From the boat of death I quickly ride

Dark winds set the boat to sail
To reach the heavens from which i must be

Stop that time before my heart turned pail
Freeze the moment for a while and please stay with me

Never wake me up,Leave my be
If you'll only destroy my destiny

~Kidium Masters™~

+Black Ghost+

2008-07-25T10:42:00.000+08:00

The feeling of tremor living on my spine
Icy cold sweat slowly runs down my skin

The thought of death as i drink my wine
Indistinct screams i hear, sweat I quickly dry clean

Creaking wood, struggling chains
A shadowy figure runs in front of me

Jet black color yet you could see
That once he was just like me

I felt the tender touch
Like from a woman

The black ghost
which was my lover

who dwells on my past

~Kidium Masters™~

Untitled 01

2008-03-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

Heartaches are smiles greatest fear
Anger is what he forgot just to love truly
Tragic events comes his way faster than the usual
Every other day there's just no one at his side

Except death himself...

~kidium masters~

A2Z Wars

2008-02-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

Absolute Beauty Creatively Described
Empowered Fist, Greatest Hatred
Indistinct Joys, Kicking Love
Mentally Numb On Pain
Quoted Respect, Sincere Truth
Unbelievable Values Worshiped
Xenos Yearned Zit

~Kidium Masters~

Trap&Green Leaves

2008-02-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

Trap!!
----------------------
Am i blind
To be fooled twice
On this trap
That was set
In my heart
On its Greatest
Desires
----------------------
Green Leaves
----------------------
Look at those
Green Leaves
Swaying and dancing
With the gale
Happiness served
As the wind
Comes Alive

~Kidium Masters~

Ode to a Mother (Me to my mother version)

2008-02-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

There she is again
Embodiment of hard work
Love she always retain
Even if she's busy at work
It pains my heart as I cannot give her a high mark
Together we will see
On how graceful of an eagle I will rise to be

She is always tough
At any given day
Never forgets to laugh
And most importantly to pray
What she shows to me I cannot pay
Slowly the calendars die
As time passes by

Sweet as candy
Her Embraces are to me
Guiding me how to be a man
And showing me how a work should be done
She is the ultimate key
On my road of success
That for now I am still giving my best

~Kidium Masters~

Ode to a Mother (Son to mother version)

2008-02-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

There she is again
Embodiment of hard work
Love she always retain
Even if she's busy at work
I'm proud to give her a high mark
Together we will see
On how graceful of an eagle I will rise to be

She is always tough
At any given day
Never forgets to laugh
And most importantly to pray
What she shows to me I cannot pay
Slowly the calendars die
As time passes by

Sweet as candy
Her Embraces are to me
Guiding me how to be a man
And showing me how a work should be done
She is the ultimate key
On my road of success
That for now I am still giving my best

~Kidium Masters~

Ode to a Mother (daughter to mother version)

2008-02-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

There she is again
Embodiment of hard work
Love she always retain
Even if she's busy at work
I'm proud to give her a high mark
Together we will see
On how beautiful of a flower I will bloom to be

She is always tough
At any given day
Never forgets to laugh
And most importantly to pray
What she shows to me I cannot pay
Slowly the calendars die
As time passes by

Sweet as candy
Her Embraces are to me
Guiding me how to be a lady
And showing me how responsible i must be
She is the ultimate key
On my road of success
That for now I am still giving my best

~Kidium Masters~

Moon

2008-01-31T20:12:00.000+08:00

As darkness falls
and time flies with
a soft tune

Serenity passes by
with a calm wind
and warm hug

A melody of crickets
embraces your body
and gives you Eternal love and care

A light that stands out
through the night brighter than the star
peaceful than flowing river
sweeter that candy

~kidium masters~

Butterfly under the sunlight exchange

2008-01-30T22:07:00.001+08:00

Gliding across the blue sky
with nothing to bother
the little beautiful butterfly

Passing and whispering
to every flower she passes by
A share of sweet nectars she long to have

Treasure of nature she is
Forever handled with care and love

Even if the heat is scorching like hell
A slight sight of a butterfly
would cool you down from mind to body
and spirit

Even a scar would heal itself up
and you would feel the serenity of it
each time you took
a glimpse of it

~Kidium Masters~

Butterfly under the moonlight fever

2008-01-30T22:04:00.000+08:00

The gentle brushes of the leaves
was the calm wind's whisper to the earth

butterfly under the moonlight spectrum
the colors that shines as the beam
touches the wings of hope

Abstract beauty trails as it travels
from grove to grove

Peaceful scenery comes by
in every flap of its wings
blissful memories remembered
with a smile or a tear

A slow touch on a flower
sharing its dreams and pains
throughout its life

Never ending passion
through this night

~Kidium Masters~

Hate & Love

2008-01-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

H.A.T.E
-----------------------------
Having you by my side
Angers me all the time
Total mistake I made
Every Passing day you create
-----------------------------
L.O.V.E
-----------------------------
Losing myself to you
Oozing sensation on my body as I remember you
Velocity of time passes by
Elevation of a man lasted a lifetime
----------------------------

~kidium masters™~

Dearest Mother

2007-10-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

Everything she does is
Merely a sacrifice of blood and
Every drop of sweat is an accomplished work

Little by little she grew in blissful memories
Indestructible will and patience

Nothing can stop her
Daily prayer gives her strength
And amongst the living she is God's greatest gift

Five Mile Fever

2007-10-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

Sever those ties that binds us
Forget it all but don't be harsh

A path that belongs to me
Can you please set me free

Time that i spent with you
Flies up like a little crow

Cherished memories is no hoax
always hidden in my treasure box

Curves throughout this journey never ends
Heart of stone cannot be bended

Sacrifices made shouldn't be surrendered
I created a life to be remembered

Of all people you gave me pain
Now I am numbed and fully trained

These crossroads we encounter
Most likely to be hugs that don't matter

Living in this world has its own cracks
Avoiding my anger to erupt

Continuous Rain of love
Will slow down like tears
That came out on a dove

As I grasped for my last air
I will die with no shame
To be heard

~kidium masters~

Ocean's Whisper[unfinished version]

2007-09-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

Your blue Ocean eyes filled with tears
Where I destroyed my self out of fear

Vast Distances Travelled by my heart desires alone
minutes being drained seconds of my heart dies with a tone

Waves of struggles that comes in my way
with a smile i just dance around it and play

Calming winds of destiny made my heart at peace
playing with time and death with a kiss

A heart as cold as winter's snow
yet free and calming as a flying crow

Birds chirping and flying
so does my heart screaming and dying

Shipwrecks below the Screeching Sun
accidental emotions unknown to Man

Have a trip on this ocean of tears
listen closely to the silent whispers over this years

~kidium masters~

Hard Rain

2007-07-31T14:26:00.000+08:00

The Smiling Sun never had a chance to shine
it this unknown sickness of the new time

The Moon of sorrow has shown up its evil
amongst this blissful days of the devil

Constellations that shoots up in the sky
tears that being wiped out with a smile

this hard rain in the afternoon of sweet caress
wont stop until it felt its last drop of tearful kiss.

~Kidium Masters~

Flower of my Heart

2007-06-01T15:35:00.000+08:00

It was a breezy afternoon when we first met
A beautiful flower filled with joy and care

As I look onto its petals I felt something good
That made me smile without noticing myself

Maybe this is what I wish for ages ago
Happiness on my heart with just a single look

Magic I thought for sure as this flower brought
My dying heart to life again

Pains of thorns before was swept away
With its soothing scent as it passes by

Glamorous beauty that unlocks
Every smile that was hidden for a long time

~ Kidium Masters ~

Dearest days

2007-05-12T20:34:00.001+08:00

welcome dear sun, i see you again up in the sky...
you flew with the birds and smile with the air..

love and friendship crossed paths again.
the winter's sonata i always loved to hear

with each blow from the mountains..

Silent tears

2007-05-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

Flowing still and freely
down the aisle of pain

passing down the mountain of despair
evading everyone's stare

screaming silently and
endlessly hoping for a sweet revenge

finding a way to last
in a world of fear

**Kidium Masters**

Sweet lullaby

2007-05-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

she has this beautiful voice
in which i love to hear
she sings softly near my ear

everytime i feel troubled
sorrow quickly lifts up
everytime she embraces me

i love her in every way
and she loves me everyday

tomorrow is a new adventure
and she will guide me all the way.

**Kidium Masters**

Sealed lips, tongues tied

2007-05-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

Mild,sweet and soft
like a silky woven cloth
in a land of candy covered mountains

Reminiscing being chained
in a maleficent memoir.
such that my love is true
for me and you.

**Kidium Masters**

Close to you

2007-05-06T00:11:00.000+08:00

I wonder why i want you beside me
is it because i love being with you?

you where there whenever im troubled
you give me strength whenever im weak

we laugh together and live life side by side
wishing you to be always near...
every second every minute..

i think of you always whenever im alone
please stay closeFor i to be with you...

**Kidium Masters**

Severed Heart

2007-05-06T00:08:00.000+08:00

it was pounded by thousand hammers,
slashed by thousand swords,
strike by raging lightnings...

it is like a container filled by demented sorrow of its past..
envy and anger continues to flow out from it...

an angel of death approaches the container and stare at it for a time... and uttered..
"is there any hope for this to heal itselfand return to its true form to be able to recognize someone else again?...its like a cadaver floating in a river of pain.. time may not tell on how it will heal itself..time is ticking fast... forever may be not enough... should i cut its pain now? or let someone else have patienceon reviving its life back..??"

the angel of death flew away leaving the container untouched....

My Heart?.....can you see its pain?...can you hear it screaming?....

**kidium masters**